"I figure if a girl wants to be a legend, she should go ahead and be one." ~ Calamity Jane

There is only one proper response to Jesus and His death on the cross. Complete and utter surrender of our lives, really a life for a life. He laid down His life, so I can see no other reply. I don't find it gruesome or taxing to me though, I find that it's my joy to serve Him. How He turns around even my dying to myself to my own pleasure, to my good, for the fullness of joy and life I will never quite understand.

I want to leave a legacy, I want to be a legend to the people that I have had the pleasure of doing life with. I want to leave a legend so rich and thick of faithfulness and obedience to Him that it is no question to what I lived for, or to whom. I want people to know that He is the most worthy thing that I could have spent my life on and that I took all pleasure in following Him. That I followed Him when there was no earthly reason to, that I followed Him into the darkness, into the pain and the brokenness in this world and into the dark ugly corners of my own life and heart, that I chased Him into the most joy and love that I have ever known that has opened me up and freed me to be more of who I am.

So far the wild ride of walking with and following Jesus has been just that, a hard, wonderful, confusing, fantastic ride, one that I would change not one bit, one that I would never ever dream of doing anything different than where He has taken me. His faithfulness is breathtaking, looking back over my life and how He has led me brings me to tears. He is the best thing that ever happened to me.

He really is so much more than you could ever imagine. He has healed and led me, provided and pushed me. He is faithful and good and true.

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Melissa said…
"... and that I took all pleasure in following Him."

This is evident in your life, and worthy of imitation.

1 Corinthians 11:1 Imitate me, just as I also imitate Christ.
January 4, 2014 at 1:51 AM
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